man.. this few day.. dunno wat going on in me.. feel so fck up lor..
like now hor... can't really take joke already.. i would juz burst out like nobody bussiness..
then today.. got a sms fr huiling.. she said tt.. huifang(CG Leader) tell me this i not going to print out song sheet.
i was thinking.. hmm.. great can relax abit.. wah piang.. then i read on.. i no need to print coz i am always late.. if i continue like this
i rather can dun come to cg~
wah.. i see this msg i almost wanna kick my leader ass.. i late for CG also got reason one de wat..
As if my sch very free one de lor.. like only got lesson lor... wah kaoz i GOT CCA one de hor! knn.. machiam i like to be late...
printing the song.. i TOOK the Effort to buy the fcking ink for my printer.. otherwise i also dun gif a fck for it la...
nb.. now i got these comment..

been so tired these few days.. and i confirm noe.. those ppl.. confirm dun understand me @ all lor.. wah laoz.. i am such a timid guy lor..
wif little threadten to me.. i will sian max one de lor.. piang now tell me "i can no need go cg" wah kaoz. if like tt.. piang i still waste my time my effort for the song sheet for wat?! feel so DUMB!

ya told my leader abt my "getting started" i still got one lesson not yet finish.. nb she juz nod nod head.. instead of telling me wat time she can gif me the lesson.. she juz gave the quiz to ben and jason.. wah kaoz.. i shld haf copied it and take the quiz together~!
if not for jesslyn advice... i already done the quiz alreadY! knn fck up..

haiz.. this Friday going to haf cg agianz.. i really dunno wat to do lor.. facing so many "who is yihang"'s face i really feel so sian le.. piang.. really feel no sense of being in the cg liao le lar..
i really wanna cry...